UGH

dang on demand doesn't work.

now I'm stuck in decided on what to do:

1. Be creative and win the hearts of everyone that I oh so long for

or.

2. Destroy precious brain cells by playing video games.

On Demand

stuck on a Friday night. watching the 40 year old Virgin.

i probably have seen this movie a million times.

just wasting some time until my On Demand on my cable box will work

so i can watch Hunger.

and just avoid driving and sitting in some art house theatre.

LA can be pretty boring. when theres absolutely nothing to do. or when everything can pretty much just be found in your home.

paul rudd is hilarious.

update:
i still like that woman.

No one will read this (Part II)

but I'll just say it anyway.

i really like this woman but i wonder if she likes me.

No one will read this

but ill say it anyway.

i want a woman who will appreciate me and the plaid shirt that I borrowed from one of my best friends.

Dreamsicle

so I've been having this recurrent dream as of late:

Last week I dreamed of taking notes for this history class and this one science class that were combined as one big class.

Today I had a dream were I took the test from that specific lecture BUT in reality it was a nightmare because the test was 10 PAGES LONG + Essay (front and back). that's not a test!

I can only hope that during my next dream I passed the test because I totally woke up cause I couldn't take it anymore.

Its Saturday Night

Why do I always go weak in the knees when attractive female cake decorators make cupcakes? And to make matters worse during the cupcake making process they mess up and act all goofy during it. Sure enough like all good endings, they recover rather beautifully. Damn you Ace of Cakes and your Saturday night marathon. I don't think I can watch this show any longer. The cute factor is off the fucking charts.

And the winner is..

so last night was the Oscars party that my friend Steven always throws every year. the party has been going for like six years or so and it started in college. the party has better every year. first it was just him and I and our friend Will eating mojo potatoes nowadays the party has grown to like 3 more people and its always a good time.

long story short: i got pretty crunk. i ate a lot of rise crispy treats. ate a lot of those chicken wings. and its' come to me that I kinda need to find "someone special." going solo to these parties is great and all but dammit i need a change.

in other news:

1. i just discovered the show Damages. its the best drama series I've seen since Mad Men.

2. i think i have crush on that bat for lashes girl.